Lost

I feel so lost
A fog clouding my vision
But at the same time
Everything is crystal clear
Should I go
left or right
forward or backwards
My life seems to have no direction
I don't know if I want to have direction
I don't know what I really want
No one knows how I really feel
Unless they take the time to understand
It hurts to know not everyone cares
But its good to know that now
Instead of later
Tears fall down from eyes
But I can't do anything to stop them
Even when I fall asleep the tears still fall
Every night falling asleep in tears
But no one knows why I cry
I wish I could stop crying
My head hurts from crying so much
But it seems I can't stop now
Hopeful I can someday
My heart can heal
So these tears can stop
And I can figure out which way to go
To find the place where I am happy
No longer lost in this never ending circle