I've lived through the first week of not having my kitty. It's really hard, but I've been trying not to let it get me down. I tried to draw a head and failed really badly. I really need to work on it. So I'm thinking about drawing some more eyes since they are easier for me. I love drawing eyes and i dont know why, but I need to start somewhere so might as well do something i like. Smiling helps me a lot and so does having amazing friends who are there for me. I think it would have been a lot harder with out you guys. I might be getting a kitten in a month or so because i want a kitty that will cuddle with me and my sister's cat doesn't do that. I know that it won't be Kimmie, but that's ok because I'm giving a cat a home that might not have had one other wise. That makes me happy. So I guess that's everything. I need to go eat dinner.

Love you all,
Tiffanie aka Kira

We are putting my cat to sleep. Kimmie is getting put to sleep. I feel sad and lost, but I can't let it keep me down. I know I'm not gonna jump back right away, but i can't let it rule over my life and I know he wouldn't want me to let it. I am really sad but I'm going out with some friends tonight. Hopefully I'll feel better.

R.I.P Kimmie
Love you all,
Tiffanie aka Kira

Yeah so life can really suck sometimes, but other times you find what it is that makes it worth living. I still don't completely know what I am living for. I would like to finish writing this book, but its not going too well. I'll get keep trying till i get it right. Well that's it for now

Love you all,
Tiffanie aka Kira

So things are going pretty well. I thought everything could keep going well and everything would be great, but no. My sister got angry at me for something that is not under my control and not I'm angry. i just want to crawl into a nice dark corner and listen to music. So yeah I was having a good day. I was excited and happy and now I'm just angry and frustrated. Soooo... I think I feel a little better now, but who knows. I hate these ups and downs. I trust things will get better though. Hopefully soon I'll have job to keep me occupied. I'll probably update again soon.

Love you all,
Tiffanie aka Kira

I'm bored... I should probably go to bed so I can actually get up in the morning...

Put an X for each you've done
[x] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[X] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[x] bought porn
[] tried drugs

TOTAL: 8

[x] taken painkillers
[] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[] seen someone die

TOTAL: 15

[x] missed curfew
[] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[] received a ticket
[] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[] been to a club
[x] been to a bar

TOTAL: 21

[] been to a wild party
[] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[] had a spring break in Florida
[] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap
[] owned a 50 Cent CD

TOTAL: 23

[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[] been too drunk to remember anything
[] blacked out
[x] fainted
[x] had a crush on a neighbor

TOTAL: 29

[x] had a crush on a friend
[] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone
[x] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[] installed speakers in your car
[] broken a mirror
[] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL: 34

[] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[] seen an R-rated movie in theater
[x] cruised the mall
[x] skipped school
[] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[] gone to court
[] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age

TOTAL: 39

[] owned/rented an apartment/house
[] broke the law in the police's presence
[] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[] hugged a stranger
[] kissed a stranger
[] rode in the car with a stranger
[] been harassed
[] been verbally harassed

TOTAL: 40

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence
[] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test

TOTAL: 48

If you have less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If you have 10, or more than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If you have 20, or more than 20..write [I'm average]-----------*HA HA
If you have 30, or more than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 40, or more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 50, or more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 60, or more than 60..write [I should be in jail]
If you have 70, or more than 70..write [I should be dead]