Am I invisible? I had two friends walk right by me when I was on the verge of crying and no one saw me. I mean It wasn't like I was out in the open, but even the people who could see me said nothing. I don't think my friends saw me, but it still kinda hurts and I didn't want to stop either of them to talk because one was with her boyfriends and the other was carrying a million things in her hands. I just feel really unwanted.

I'm really depressed right now. Things aren't so good. I can't make anything up in English now so I have a 35% or so for the third quarter. I just feel so pressured. I'm so sick of school and my english teacher is being a bitch. I just want the year to be over. I know there's only 20 more school days and 29 days total to the last day of school, but I don't know how much more I can take. My emotions are all over the place right now and I don't know what I should do and what I'm going to do.I feel so tired, but I have to write 6 lab reports and who knows what else my brain is fried right now. I don't want to think or talk to do anything I just want to go to sleep. And in english for the year I have like a 66% and if I don't do this one project thing I'm going to fail and she never really explained the project to me in detail she gave me a brief overview and sent me to figure things out so now I'm going to have to work on/finish it this weekend and I won't know if I'm doing it right.

I just want to pass that class with a 70% I'll be happy. I won't complain even though I know I'm actually good at english. I just feel like I can't talk to any of my friends they seem so far away like the time I was gone put up a barrier between us or maybe I did. I just want to feel like I have people to turn to when I need to and I haven't had that in a long time. I'm sorry for taking up everyone's time I just wanted to get this stuff out.