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Schools not going to well

Wed May 14, 2008, 7:18 AM
Well I haven't gone to school since last Thursday, but I'm going back tomorrow. My English teacher made me really angry and depressed so I've been out of school. Good news my parents are going into talk to the principal early in the morning and I just might get to had in the stuff I have done so I'm actually going to be working on that later today. I feel depressed even right now and it doesn't all have to do with my English teacher. I feel so far from my friends and I think I might be pushing them away. I really don't want to push them away, but its a defense thing. I don't want to feel really hurt after graduation. I really want to spend more time with them, but there isnt really a lot of time left to spend with them.I guess I'm just making excuses. I shouldn't be sitting here making excuses for what has happened, but I don't know how else to say what's been going on. I mean sure I have a problem with depression, but that doesnt mean I have to give in right. At the same time since my depression didn't get treated for years I fall back on what I did before. Does anyone understand what I'm saying? I guess that's all for this update.

love you all

Kira

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~aralei:iconaralei: May 14, 2008, 8:07:13 AM
Yeah, I understand, its not fun. I really hope you'll be feeling better soon :) *hugs*

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~ElfMuse:iconElfMuse: May 14, 2008, 10:13:50 AM
I completely understand,just hang in there,things will get better eventually :)
*hug* Don't worry never walk the dark side of life.
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*silverknight17:iconsilverknight17: May 14, 2008, 12:49:35 PM
That's good that your parents are going to set Mankin (sp.?) straight. She is a betch. -.-


Graduation is going to be very hard. I as well have felt the pangs of hurt by leaving everyone. I don't want to leave you guys, my dear friends. I don't want to leave my boyfriend. I don't want to leave band and the giant family I have in there. I know it will hurt, but I've hidden it well and sort of accepted it. If I would have sealed myself up from this hurt, I wouldn't be having as much fun with you guys or have met my boyfriend. So it was good while it lasted and I want to keep in touch with everyone after high school and hopefully keep my relationship with my boyfriend. Only time will tell however, so I'm just gonna enjoy what time I have left. I guess you have to look on the bright side of things even when it seems they aren't in sight. :)

Sorry for story time right thar. ^^;


Hope you feel better and cheer up! :D

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~Solemn-Archer-158:iconSolemn-Archer-158: May 14, 2008, 2:05:32 PM
Tiff, the best thing for now is not to think about it.

You have to just live the moment. I know it's out of both of our personalities' comfort zones, but it's the best thing to do. There will be plenty of time to glance back later on in life and miss others. Now is the time to enjoy each other. :)
~fallencruxisangel:iconfallencruxisangel: May 14, 2008, 3:35:41 PM
i know how you feel... a bunch of people i know are graduating, and tomorrow is their last day at our school.

hope you feel better :hug:

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~VelocityTino:iconVelocityTino: May 14, 2008, 5:25:00 PM
This is the final fight. If you can win this, then you've won the whole thing. Whatever you believe, you have to understand that there is a force undermining you that must be stopped. Undone. If you stay strong and make it through these last few days, that force will be defeated.

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=DarlingAngel0565:iconDarlingAngel0565: May 16, 2008, 4:53:12 AM
Hang in there. You are almost done. I do understand what you are going through, for I have been there myself. :hug: :hug: Just dont give up. :rose:
~FireKnight92:iconFireKnight92: May 20, 2008, 3:21:54 PM
Thank you I'm feeling a lot better now. *hugs back*

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~FireKnight92:iconFireKnight92: May 20, 2008, 3:25:40 PM
Thank you! I know they will. ^_^ i really need to live in the moment right now so I can enjoy the last few days of school with my friends. *hugs back* Thank you so much for reading and commenting my journals!

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