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Wed Aug 6, 2008, 6:12 PM
I feel so depressed. My mom and stepdad are angry at me. Everyone was yelling. I feel like cutting. I just want it all to go away. So instead I sit here and tell everyone about it. At least it works and keeps me from cutting. Things were going so well, but now everything seems like crap. I want to believe things will be okay but it just doesn't feel like it. I feel like I'm going to explode. Nothing is working. I just want to roll up in a corner and never move again. I guess that's just me being dramatic. I just don't know how to deal with all of this. I can barely get through day to day stuff sometimes it seems. I hate seeing everyone like this. I want them all to be happy. It hurts so much sometimes. I feel like I can't do anything right. I can't even load a dishwasher right. I'm going to respond to everyones comments soon I just don't feel like it now. I would like to thank everyone for the favs and watches I will thank you personally later I just don't want to do it right now, but thought people would what to know whats going on.

love you all,
Tiffanie
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~rockbaby67 Aug 6, 2008, 6:39:35 PM
Grrrrrrrrrrrrr You know things will get worse if they find out about this! And anyway, you have to learn how to fill a dishwasher. Besides it my fault too.

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~Amuris Aug 7, 2008, 9:28:31 AM
Doesn't help wishing to be dead,
it's a word we always fear and dread,
but also a selfish act indeed,
if we leave behind the ones we love and need...

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~silverknight17 Aug 7, 2008, 11:20:34 AM
Rolling over and letting everything go is the worst thing you could do. Addressing the situation and getting back on your feet may sound impossible but it really isn't. Otherwise, why would impossible have the words "I'm Possible" in it? :)


Keep your head up. Don't let others drag you down. No one can make you feel inferior without your consult. You'll be fine! :D

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*footnoodles Aug 7, 2008, 12:02:37 PM
What goes up must come down, but remember, THE HARDER SOMETHING FALLS, THE HIGHER IT BOUNCES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Things will get better~ Patience my friend :hug:

We're all here for you. : D

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~Yonicana2456 Aug 7, 2008, 6:10:51 PM
Don't feel like that, trust me, everyone goes through tough things in their lifetime...wether it's one, or more...You can't let these type of things bring you down, because remember, good always comes from the bad...so try not to think about it right now, and when you get more settled in and calmed down, you can try to settle things, y'know? We are all here for you to talk to~

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