I decided to put a new journal entry up just to let everyone know I'm alive and well. Things have been going well. I'm currently not attending my college classes, but i have in a program and should be able to go back in spring, but im not going to because I'm going to get a job and work full time since i have problems with social anxiety and it is mostly in a school setting when it happens so hopefully by getting a job it will help and then in fall i'm going to start going to college half time. I'm just trying to do whats going to be best for me in the long run. So besides all that I've met a really sweet guy. I really like him and when im around him i feel safe and protected. i dont know what i should do i want him to be my boyfriend, but we havent known each other all that long. We live like 45 minutes away from each other so we don't have to ability see each other a lot. I keep wondering if he feels anything towards me. I'm not the type of person who will just ask someone do you like me. I like when hes around because it calms me and i need to learn to calm myself. So yeah i dont think i have anything left to talk about. feel free to ask questions.

Love you all,
Tiffanie